//mood//ruthless
//song//hey.ya! : outkast/andre3000

//mommy
my mom had the day off from work yesterday...and it was particularly surprising, because she usually only takes every other friday off...but she took thursday off...so, it caught me off guard. but, she was out of the house for the most part...she dropped ethan off at kindercare...got groceries--and she's supporting the strike!!! she shopped stater brothers!!! union rocks!!!. then she went off to get lunch and see a movie...it was just really nice to see my mom excited and stuff. i don't know...it made me happy to see my mom happy.

//mommy...what's.a[metrosexual]???
okay...so i bought a couple magazines this week...and i've been watching tv a lot lately...and the word metrosexual has come up quite a bit lately. under recollection, i remember a friend saying

nate, you're such a metrosexual.

and, my first response was: but i don't have sex with public transit, what do you mean?!

but...since it has come up so much...i looked it up...and well...to sum it up, a metrosexual is this:

metrosexual n 1a. a heterosexual male who displays traits and/or behavior that are typically that of a homosexual male; modern-day dandy; closet heterosexual. 1b. a heterosexual male who is in touch with his feminine side; adj. 2 to be a heterosexual male and display traits and/or behavior that are typically that of a homosexual male. (ex. nate zablan, david beckham)

well...i guess that the inception of that word is really doing wonders for modern culture...i mean, whether or not you percieve it as a bad thing, there are a lot of dandies out there now a days...myself included. it's such a good word...appropriate for the times. i mean, let's face it, when a show with five gay men that gay up a straight guy is one of the most recent successes on television, there's gotta be a word for this new thing. besides, i've been looking for an excuse to compare myself to the great david beckham.

i mean, i'm a straight guy who occasionally wears black eyeliner, can check out other guys without shame, drinks fancy-schmancy girly colored drinks, fairly fashionable...and i like girls. so...metrosexual is the word of the year.

for a clearer definition of metrosexual, here's a link

//bowling
bowling for columbine was a really good documentary...but it was depressing. i don't know...i don't think i'll watch it again...it was educational at the least...i mean, you'll get a lot of insight about gun control and whatnot...but...man...

it makes me love canada.

//andre3000
okay...so i was just chlling underground @ the titan student union...whatever. i'm watching mtv on one of the two big-screens we've got downstairs. and the video with 5-7 andre3000's comes on...good times...it's a great pick-me-up. anyways...as i leave, someone turns on the other big screen to mtv...and well...i feel like i'm being surrounded by a million andre3000s...it was nutty.

//mood//smashing...as/usual
//song//me.and.the.moon : something.corporate

//got.it
i purchased the new something corporate album yesterday...and i'll be going to their in-store in brea on saturday...good times...good music.

//[35.minutes]in.a.parking-lot
spending 35 minutes driving around in four different parking lots looking for a semi-decent parking space is all it really takes to make you realize why people kill eachother. yesterday, i had to meet up with my (cute) scene-partner to work on our scene, and well: parking was a bitch. i wanted to get out of my car and smash the head/taillights out of all the cars that were spot-hawking i was screaming in my car and beating the crap out of my steering wheel: think of ajay naidu's character in office space in the opening credits. that's how i was.

//singular
i guess there is one thing that makes to really happy to be single (although there are still a plethora of reasons why i don't want to be single anymore). but, the thing that gives me relief in my singularity is the fact that i don't have to deal with the utter drama of things...seriously. honestly...a lot of the girls that i know are involved in these on-again-off-again types of relationships...and honestly...i don't know, it just seems high-school--and i don't mean to be-little them in anyway. but...yeah. i just prefer to not be addicted to the drama. that's just me. i mean...and ex is supposed to be an ex...there's a reason why people are ex's...breaking-up is so useless if all you're gonna do is run straight back to the ex every other day/week/month...however it applies to whomever it concerns.

also...a lot of the relationships that i've been seeing have been extremely reclusive. i say reclusive because you can have one big group of people, but as soon as one of those peoples' significant-others comes around, it'll be the big group of people at place a, and the couple running off to place b...i just don't like the reclusivity of the relationships i've been seeing.

honestly, i just don't have a lot of time or patience for bullsh_t these days.

but, nonetheless...

i still need a girl...i still want a girl...

i just don't want the drama and bullsh_t.

eh...singularity has its own share of drama. oh damnit it does.

sometimes i think i'm being a little too picky, and my pickyness is what's impeding my wants...i mean, i say that i don't want to date disney, nor do i want to date anyone from cal state fullerton...maybe i should narrow it down and say i don't want to date anyone from disney attractions, nor do i want to date any fullerton theatre majors...honestly...i don't know...i'm doing things how i do them: i play things by ear, and bend the hell out of my own rules.

//mood//running.behind--agh!
//song//the.execution.of.all.things : rilo.kiley

//crepe/hair
okay...so, i'm running behind today because it took a little longer for me to prepare my crepe hair than i thought it would. you see, i need to prepare the hair because i need to apply a full-on beard to my face today in make-up class. yeah. it should be fun. right after that, i need to jet to work because i picked up a 4.5hr shift today. i need to make money somehow.

//augmenters
so i'm ch-ch-ch-chillin' @ starbucks saturday night...and the topic of a specific sort of bodily augmentation comes up...and the following phrases commence:

[~] titician
[~] breastologist
[~] tit dj: he'll remix your boobs.

those were the ones that stood out...i know that there were more, but i can't remember them.

//tomorrow:releases
something corporate's north cd...i've been waiting for this one for a few months now. hopefully, i'll be able to make it to the in-store performance saturday afternoon. rockin'.

basement jaxx's kish kash...it's been awhile since i bought a dance cd...tomorrow seems like a good time to do so.

//results

You're "There's No "I" in Team", you stick with your friends, go around breakin' people's hearts, and make sure you get what you deserve.

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