//emo//smashing
//song//analog boy : rx bandits

//getting2know[you]
i like carina. i also enjoy taking my time in getting to know her. i've never taken my time before...it's nice.

//single
when people get into relationships, it seems like they don't notice the flaws, and i think it's important to realize the flaws in other people early on, before it's too late. also, people tend to take "breaks" in relationships, to find out if they really want that one person, and i don't believe in that. first off, i think it breaks the faith and trust of the relationship...and that's no good. i think these are good things to do while i am still single...because no one knows when that will change...

//pieces
i'm out yo...it's christmas eve in hollis, queens.

God bless.

//emo//all over the place and positive!
//song//i want to save you : something corporate

//mile.a[minute]
this has been quite the unique december to remember...and a december to remember is all i really ever wanted this month. i realized that the one thing that rekindled my spirit for the holidays...i've been running away from it...and it doesn't seem right...and i need to fix it.

i've been spending so much time on distractions and focusing on the easy ways out...trying to find the quick fix...and, i've been running away...and, now, i realize that there might be a good thing that i've been avoiding...

maybe it's my fear of finding out that it's not really there...but...now that i realize this, i've got to do something about it...

i don't want to let this get away without at least trying to do something about it.