i am so getting sold on barsuk artists

//mood//terrific
//song//baby.blue : the.early.november

//difficult.to[grasp]
ugh...i have this scene from proof for my acting class, and i'm having the hardest time grasping my character, hal. the thing is, i really don't know why...i seriously don't know why. maybe i am doing fine with it...but i'm really just not feeling it for reasons unknown. it's kinda frustrating...it's more so that i'm not very sure of myself, if anything. the scene doesn't go up for another couple weeks...so...i've got time.

//dammit
i was rooting for the red sox as well as the cubbies...once again, baseball loses its meaning.

//good[times]
last night i hung out with my buddy mikey...it's something that i don't do quite enough...i've only known the kid for almost seven years...since freaking middle school. i really have no excuse as to why i don't hang out with him more often either, since i live only a few minutes away from him. but yeah...i love that kid.

we went to the block...and i decided to open him up to his first boba experience as well as convinced him to buy a $5 shirt at old navy. i bumped into fellow theatre majors marissa and sara there as well...i hadn't seen marissa in awhile...we don't have any classes together this semester. dude, i forgot how hot she was...man...seeing her was just what i needed because i was feeling really sluggish that night. it was cool. i think i passed by kristen in the parking lot...actually, i'm sure of it, because as i looked back to see if that was really her, i saw this bright yellow car...i felt odd--like i should have said hi, long time, no see or whatnot...eh...iono. it happened and it didn't happen. o well.

//birthday
my blog's birthday is soon approaching.

//the.department
my theatre department has a lot of hot girls in it...man am i happy i go to cal state fullerton. like, seriously.

//weekend
today i'll be signing a friend into disneyland....i'll prolly chill there for a bit, then i'll head over to grand central to work the box office and start earning my easy 'a' with morgan. that's pretty much my weekend.

//mood//rejuvenated...kinda...almost...sorta
//song//title.and.registration : death.cab.for.cutie

//pills
last night i made a new friend. it's name was tylenol cold and it made me feel good the morning after we spent the night together. i feel really better today. yay for drugs.

//midol
i realized something yesterday. you can't spell american idol without the letters m i d o l...interesting thought, eh?

//girl
man...i need a girl. i'd like a girl. like, seriously.

time to take some action. fo sho.

//[under]the.radar
this week's mp3.com finds

[~]the.lyndsay.diaries (label website)
i just like this guy's music. scott windsor does a great job of making great acoustic emotional rock music. the first song that i heard from tld was mixtapes and memories...it'll get you hooked.

i was really lazy this week and didn't really look for any other bands to feature this week...so, that's it for now. i blame the flu bug that has been going around.

//mood//yay
//physical//un-yay

//craptacularity.continued
i feel even more crappy than before...on top of a headache, my number three pet peeve has arisen: the stuffy nose. man, those things piss me off like no other. seriously. i wish i was somewhat invincible...but still able to die (it sounds morbid, but it's not)...i just wish i was immune to all sickness.

f*ck sickness

let this misery end. ugh.

and make me tall.

//lazy[a]
so, last night was the company meeting for the play that i'm supposed to be "crewing." well...the play is at grand central...and the venue is quite small...and well, we have an ample crew for the show. since i crewed there before, i recieved the kick-back task (every job is kick-back at gc...but this one evenmoreso) of working the box office. it's so easy, it's so nice...and the girl i work with is really nice and cute (albeit, she has a boyfriend...but, she's nice and cute nonetheless)...but yeah, since the orientation is quite plain and clearcut...morgan and i got dismissed very early, and excused from the tech-runs tonight and tomorrow night. we don't have to wear blacks...and it's an excuse to dress nicely. rock on. seriously. it'll be the easiest a credit...ever. werd.

//tall
if anything...i wish that i was taller. that's all. like...at least six inches taller...that'd be nice. there's a reason behind this wish...well...reasons.

//mood//super.poopy
//song//broken : parker.theory

//feeling.craptacular
oi...i have this uber-headache, and it's not cute. the easy thing would be to blame the sick girl at work...but, truth is: i've felt like this since saturday night...so...it's not her fault. it's just not fun, at all, to physically feel the way i do...i haven't had a headache like this in awhile. i'm prolly just gonna skip my theatrical make-up class...i'm just not up to it...at all. not one bit. i'll make up today's make-up project next week...i just can't do it today.

//with.physical.sickness.comes...
feeling ill is so emotionally depressing...it's such a downer. it made me realize that the holidays are fast approaching...and well...during the holiday season that precedes my birthday, i've been extremely susceptible to fits of depression. i think it'll prolly better this time around, now that i'm aware of it...i'm happier now anyways. eh...i don't want to dwell upon it any longer than necessary.

//[demo]update
well...most likely, i'll be recording the demo in a month or so. so, in this month, i'll be doing a lot of polishing in my music...and possibly write another song and find a three or four song set that i'll be satisfied with. i'll get my stuff on paper as well...well...at least the lyrics and chords. it's really exciting...i'll prolly have at least one decent guitar based song...the demo will primarily be piano/vocal based...so, it'll be nice to flex my new-found guitar skills (or lackthereof).

as for a name for the project...i've narrowed it down even further.
[*] the firstkiss prophecy (that's right, firstkiss is one word)
[*] the goodbye weekend
[*] iliana

i've got a month, and thensome to decide...so...i'm still whatever about it right now.

//nomenclature
figuring out a name for this is just about as much fun as being fourteen-years-old and trying to come up with names for your future children...i feel like such a girl, in that case.

trogdor was a man--i mean a dragon man...a dragon...but he was still TROGDOR!!!