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November 07, 2002
it's thursday, correct?
thought so.
okay...so, like, yeah...the back to the future trilogy is being screened at school today...but, i'm not gonna go, for the fact that i haven't got a date...rather, i think i'm going to try to kick it with friends tonight, since i haven't done that in awhile...that is if they aren't busy.
so, how long can i go before i have to stop avoiding the girl i'm seeing? i've been doing a partially decent job of it so far...but, i'm gonna have to talk to her eventually...which will suck.
suck hard.
it's so crazy, i'm at the mainframe lounge at school, and they're playing the soul 4 real candy rain cd...i loved that LP, i remember that i played that tape so much that it wore out...that is a good album...whatever happened to them??
i still need money...needing money sucks so much...being damn near broke=sucks.
i'm thinking of prostituting myself for money...that'd be fun...except for the venerial diseases. on second thought, pimping myself wouldn't be such a good idea...
oh, what to do without money...
November 06, 2002
la-la-la...
so, another day in the life of nate zablan passes by. what to do with the time...what time? i've got time...but it all seems to waste away when i need it...don't you hate that?? anyways...
it's really weird when you start to understand people you previously didn't understand (i.e. an ex) until you go through similar experiences...kinda nutty...and humbling...really humbling.
i'm almost broke. i've maxed out my credit card...i have all but $20 dollars in the bank...it's pretty bad.
i'm so glad that i've started working again...credit debt at eighteen would suck...
i heard that college freshmen with credit cards have a high suicide rate...creepy, huh? i haven't considered it lately, so, i think i'm safe right now. i know i'll be making money soon...but i need money now...i need some quick money, badly.
November 04, 2002
happy monday.
blegh.
okay...so...laramie project just had it's closing weekend...i was happy. the last few shows were sold out...it was kinda crazy having to turn people away because we couldn't sell them tickets...i'd never seen that...maybe that's because canyon shows were never sold out.
now that i'm planning out my future, i'm a little less frustrated with the fact that it's not here yet...now that i've take action to go where i want to end up, it's calming. as of right now, my movement will probably be toward the east...although i am considering everything...so, yes, i will also be looking at cal, as well as u. arts, sarah lawrence, marymount manhattan college, and nyu...
i've decided to: consider everything...only don't cry. --ciara.
soooo...yeah.
i can't wait to start working again. i really need to re-establish good credit. my credit bill has been sky high since i haven't been working as much...so, yay, money again!!!
although, i will also start looking for a new job. i wonder if gap is hiring...or old navy...like i said, i probably want to work at a clothing store, or something with fashion, and that's probably as close to fashion that i'll get.
anyways...i'm outta here.