//emo//all over the place and positive!
//song//i want to save you : something corporate

//mile.a[minute]
this has been quite the unique december to remember...and a december to remember is all i really ever wanted this month. i realized that the one thing that rekindled my spirit for the holidays...i've been running away from it...and it doesn't seem right...and i need to fix it.

i've been spending so much time on distractions and focusing on the easy ways out...trying to find the quick fix...and, i've been running away...and, now, i realize that there might be a good thing that i've been avoiding...

maybe it's my fear of finding out that it's not really there...but...now that i realize this, i've got to do something about it...

i don't want to let this get away without at least trying to do something about it.