//entry360

um...my thoughts are on my livejournal...so, try there for now. updates here come very rarely.

//what[the]fuck
so, my parents are all like: we might move to new mexico.

not with me, they won't.

poem added to poetic impulse.

//holy.crap
i actually wrote a poem and updated poetic impulse.

click here to read pieces

//definitions

mig-nif-i-cence [noun]: a display of excessive awesomeness, in relation to the traits of miguel de leon. "holy fuck, look at jimmy, that white boy is gonna get so tan, intelligent, and indie if he keeps on listening to rilo kiley, studying linguistics, and basking in the sun-piss today. he's garnering a sense of mignificence. don't you wanna fuck him?"

nate-ness [noun]: a display of jumping from social scene to social scene, almost haphazardly; in addition to a nonchalant attitude to showing off effeminate traits in a heterosexual way; in relation to the traits of nate zablan. "no, riley is not gay. just because he listens to pseudo-independent music and pledges an elitist attitude toward mainstream music and watches queer eye everyone and then is only a display of pure nateness. he's so fucking hot."

cot [noun]: see God. "cotdamn, she was fugly. i can't believe i woke up next to her. she even had an adam's apple."

//von tired
i'm tired of von dutch. upon careful thought, i thought up several alternatives that i'd enjoy, in association with mig, that would make this section pretty cotdamn mignificent in all it's nateness.

von pilipino
von scandinavian [mig]
von chinese ...in chinese characters [mig]
von middle eastern ...in arabic script [joint effort]
von jew ...there's a bigger story past this one [mig] (think trucker yarmelkes)
von ethiopian
von tibetian (under siege by von chinese)

...if anyone else has any suggestions, leave a comment!

---edit---
nicole came up with the following:
von acadian (or von canadian)
von mick (or von irish)

//straighthair










jeez-us, i love my straightening iron. and the digital camera too.

//gone
the following no-longer exists, but in the past:
the preppy, seven-layers-of-clothing-in-the-middle-of-summer, sweater-vest wearing, oxford shoe wearing, hip-hop/soul/r+b pumping, spiky-haired with wild highlights, super-needy-for-a-girlfriend, kid named nate.

the following has replaced the previous:
the laidback, just-a-t-shirt, no-chonies-with-boot-cut-jeans, flip-flop wearing, indie-rocking, wavy-wild haired, could care less about getting into a relationship, kid named nate.

yeah...pictures will come soon...

and i'm not jumping into irresponsible relationships anymore.
i think i've developed an aversion to real shoes, now that all i've been wearing are flip-flops (i love my american eagle cord flip flops, and my sanuk cheap date flip-flips, LOVE!)

and i've become really comfortable with myself, not so dependent on finding a girlfriend...love can find me. i can flirt...and i will flirt, trust me. if i can kiss like i flirt, then WHOOT!

//hmm...
i don't think anyone really reads this anymore...so, i will make this my personal think space...

i really don't think that this whole studying acting thing is working out for me...in fact, i think i suck as an actor...i mean, i'm better than some...but not good enough.

i need to look into the psychology major...