//mood//smashing...as/usual
//song//me.and.the.moon : something.corporate

//got.it
i purchased the new something corporate album yesterday...and i'll be going to their in-store in brea on saturday...good times...good music.

//[35.minutes]in.a.parking-lot
spending 35 minutes driving around in four different parking lots looking for a semi-decent parking space is all it really takes to make you realize why people kill eachother. yesterday, i had to meet up with my (cute) scene-partner to work on our scene, and well: parking was a bitch. i wanted to get out of my car and smash the head/taillights out of all the cars that were spot-hawking i was screaming in my car and beating the crap out of my steering wheel: think of ajay naidu's character in office space in the opening credits. that's how i was.

//singular
i guess there is one thing that makes to really happy to be single (although there are still a plethora of reasons why i don't want to be single anymore). but, the thing that gives me relief in my singularity is the fact that i don't have to deal with the utter drama of things...seriously. honestly...a lot of the girls that i know are involved in these on-again-off-again types of relationships...and honestly...i don't know, it just seems high-school--and i don't mean to be-little them in anyway. but...yeah. i just prefer to not be addicted to the drama. that's just me. i mean...and ex is supposed to be an ex...there's a reason why people are ex's...breaking-up is so useless if all you're gonna do is run straight back to the ex every other day/week/month...however it applies to whomever it concerns.

also...a lot of the relationships that i've been seeing have been extremely reclusive. i say reclusive because you can have one big group of people, but as soon as one of those peoples' significant-others comes around, it'll be the big group of people at place a, and the couple running off to place b...i just don't like the reclusivity of the relationships i've been seeing.

honestly, i just don't have a lot of time or patience for bullsh_t these days.

but, nonetheless...

i still need a girl...i still want a girl...

i just don't want the drama and bullsh_t.

eh...singularity has its own share of drama. oh damnit it does.

sometimes i think i'm being a little too picky, and my pickyness is what's impeding my wants...i mean, i say that i don't want to date disney, nor do i want to date anyone from cal state fullerton...maybe i should narrow it down and say i don't want to date anyone from disney attractions, nor do i want to date any fullerton theatre majors...honestly...i don't know...i'm doing things how i do them: i play things by ear, and bend the hell out of my own rules.