//where//middle of a road watching cars pass by
//mood//deprived of certain things
//running on//4 hours sleep
//why//the mouse is out for spring break

//too tired
i'm just way too tired to feel anything lately...especially today.

i'm too tired to feel like shit...so maybe that's a good thing. but, i'm also too tired to bust a smile...so...yeah.

//ugly as fuck
i don't know...but, lately, i've just felt fuck-ugly...if even that.

on top of feeling like a total geek wherever i go, thinking that you're fuck-ugly doesn't help much either.

i mean...i feel really unattractive...really really unattractive...with a dorky personality to go with it.

i feel like the complete loser...the ultimate misfit.