April 11, 2003

//where//you know where.
//mood//re-mixed.
//lyric in head//none
//song in head//none

//uneventful...but productive.
okay...so, yesterday was quite uneventful for the most part, since i spent a good portion of the day sleeping. as morbid as the though may seem...i might as well have been in a coma.

but...when i woke up...i still felt like shit, emotionally and physically. i stayed in my room and wrote poetry all night.

so...go to my poetry page. five new works have been added:
--hit the brakes
--random thoughts regarding energy, life, and the world
--awareness breeds torment
--dead.
--nothingness sinking

my state of mind was a little off yesterday, so, the subject matter may be a bit morbid at points, depending on how you look at it.

//anti-war sentinment...still??
you know...i was going to write something about the war, and anti-war stuff...but the fact is, i'm tired of talking about it...the world has been saturated with propaganda, war coverage and cheerleading, advocacy journalism, and censorship...i'm just tired of it all. i don't feel like putting anymore negative shit in the world. i think everyone just needs to shut up, on both sides (pro-war and anti-war).

the fact is, we've got troops out there still fighting this war...there is still a battle going on...they need our support right now...that's the only thing that matters.

i oppose war in general, not just this war, but any war in general...but i'm behind the troops, i think that's what matters most right now.

my last war-related comment for the while: is it just me, but does it seem like fox news is looking for reasons to prolong this war? it seems like without any shit going on in the world, fox news would be nothing. it's like they're the ultimated conservative bearers of bad news.

//lost identity
as you may have been able to tell from my poetry, i feel as if i've lost my identity...i don't know who i am anymore. i don't know if i just fooled myself out of that semi-depressive state i felt last december...i feel like shit again...i feel like it's taking me over physically this time even more so.

//movies
good movie weekend, i think. i'm going to try to catch better luck tomorrow, as should you, since i am lucky enough to live in a close vicinity to a movie theatre screening it.

also, i wanna try to see anger management since i'm really digging the comedic team up of sandler and nicholson...

...good movies this weekend...seems like it's worth the money.

...can't think of any lyrics to post...just go to my poetry page.

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