//mood//hopeful.would.be.the.appropriate_werd

//working.girls
it has gotten increasingly easier for me to make female friends, whatever that means.

stephani. one of my co-cast members, and me have been becoming pretty good friends...she's a lot taller than me, and a couple years older than me...but, a cool chick nonetheless. she calls me pumpkin, it's cute, and i like it she's just a funny girl, and a girl that i wouldn't mind chilling with outside of work...we've tried hanging out before, but, work got in the way...we'll probably chill this wednesday. she'll be studying in england in a few months, which i think is super-cool. something about her makes me want to keep in touch with her when she's gone, she's just got this kind of cool.

julie is another one of my co-cast members who i think is cool. she'll usually call me at my location and say who's that sexy guy over there...or i'll call her and say who's that sexy girl over there...it's fun times. yeah...she's a cool girl. she actually goes to univ. colorado at boulder, so, disneyland is just a temporary gig until her semester begins. but, she's also got that kind of cool that makes me want to keep in touch with her. we are gonna chill tonight, good times.

jessica is a fairly new hire who i joke around with a lot at work...she's fun times.

yeah...chick-friends, including nikki, who i've told y'all about. cool chick.

girls rock...

i don't mind so much having chick friends, it's a nice start.

//so.weird
nikki is funny.

so, last week, after work, i went with stephani to denny's to meet some of the indy crew. steph needed to change out of her costume into street clothes, so i waited for her outside of the dressing room. the next day, steph was talking to nikki. and she said that she left a couple costume pieces in the dressing room because she was in a rush because i was waiting for her. apprently when steph said that i was waiting for her, nikki's expression dropped.

jealousy?

it just seems weird that nikki would act jealous, since she was the one urging me not to act jealous.

i just thought it was funny, and weird.

stephani and i are just friends, we're talking if anything more.

nikki and i are, now, just friends...so, yeah.

funny times.

//bad
i've started an old bad habit of mine, and it's bad. that's all i'll say about that.

//sing.dammit
i might become a block star. i'm a finalist in a singing competition in orange county, and i'm excited, and nervous. wish me luck, i'm singing this thursday night, and if i make it to the actual finals, i'll be damn happy. there are 80 finalists, and we're narrowing it down to 20 this thursday. i know the emcee who has her hands in the competition, she has a lot of faith in me. steph wants to watch, even if it's only 30 seconds this thursday. i haven't been this excited in a while. i haven't performed like that in a long time...not since senior year high school.

good luck to all the block star finalists, and my good buddy josh.

//hasta
gotta go, check e-mail, go home, pick up julie, fun times.

...i want to save you
i need you, save me too...
--something corporate : i want to save you