//mood//faking.it
//current.album//the antidote : the wiseguys

//anti.and.drugs_but.not.together
i felt pretty damn anti-social yesterday...i don't know...it sort of manifested itself in self-deprication and crankiness.

the fact is, i see things coming to an end with this semester...i see my social satisfaction slowly disappearing, and it's back to dis-satisfaction and dealing with whatever comes to me, even if i'm not really happy with it.

i still have a few days to change that, but, i don't know...i'm just used to getting screwed in situations like this.

i don't really talk about this much, but, i'd be a horrible liar if i didn't say that drugs didn't mildly attract me...i'm not just talking weed...but, i'm talking speed, ecstacy, and meth.

i've been feeling so un-sociable and un-interesting...a few upper-drugs could just fix that.

lucky/un-lucky for me i can't find a dealer for the life of me...since i'm too scared to ask around, since most of the people i know don't do drugs.

//the.net.is_a_funny.place
okay, so, i spent time on the internet watching mpegs and cartoons yesterday...and i found some funny stuff...

[~]tokyo breakfast
found @ albino blacksheep: i don't think i've laughed so hard before. here's a quick synopsis: a six-minute vignette of a modern-day japanese family eating breakfast in the morning while grampa goes fishing, and they sort out the daughter's academic situation. oh yeah, and they did order a case of 40's. it'll get you asking your father do you want some orange juice, n*gga?!

[~]weeeee! (gonads and strife)
found @ threebrain: some might say it's weird, the rest of the world would probably agree. two things will summarize this flash rock video: a squirrel is the star of this video, and one of the quotes is yo, i went up to this thug gangsta and i was like "mothaf*cka, weeeeeee!"

[~]joe fish
found @ joe cartoon: a dry-witted gerbil in a piranha tank. enough said.

//out.of.town_means.nothing
yesterday's killer quote: i've got an empty house for a week and no-one to f*ck.

that's right, i said that last night.

my parents are out of town for a week...but, it really means nothing...it's not a big change for my daily norms...it just means i have a few extra daily chores...but, that's all.

i should move out.

soon.

not because i can't stand my parents, i actually love them and don't mind their company.

i need to move out because the social isolation is suffocating me. killing me.

i need to live somewhere that i'm forced to make friends.

i deserve so much sex after finals
--the ever-so quotable mig.