//moo.d//somewhat_refreshed.
//mu.sic//take it off : the donnas

//damn_porn
okay...so, i'm logging onto the internet at school wanting to check my email and websites and such, and the first thing i see is porn.

i never thought the day would come where i didn't want to see porn, or where i would be frustrated to see porn...but, yeah...it was probably not one of the first things i wanted to see today...just because i'm pressed for time right now and have other things to do...and the fact that the damn pop-up ads would not stop...ughh...

//satisfaction+how.to_make_the((best))out.of_a_non-ideal-weekend
so...it was opening weekend for the talented mr. ripley, which meant that there are a handful of college students who have to spend a few weekends pent up in classrooms for the distribution of costumes/make-up/props...

somehow, as un-fun as it could seem, it turned out that this equation could make a good weekend:
2 bags of chips
+ cd player
+ computer speakers
+ shitload of cds
+ playing cards
+ handful of performing arts majors
+ electronic taboo
+ chalkboard improv
+ three editions of the book of questions
+ uno
= the best of a non-ideal weekend.

i've never come so close to shitting my pants while laughing...

it was a good weekend spent with good people.

the fact is, i haven't had so much fun hanging out with a group of people in awhile...i could have done without the bickering about what makes good music...people argue about it like it's a religion...

i mean i love the stuff...but, it's just music.

i know how much of a geek it makes me sound, but, i'm gonna be sad when the crew assignment ends...because then i go back to not really knowing anybody and not having this fun experience anymore.

i mean, the costume crew is seven people strong, four girls, three guys...it's like the real world...

i really like this group of people...

and it all ends on sunday.

in this struggle of making friends, it kinda sucks that it all ends...

i hope it's not as ephemeral as it seems.

i haven't been this happy in awhile.

it's almost like i can stop pretending to be happy for awhile, and actually just be happy.