//where//in your mind
//mood//something between mindless and mindful
//lyric//can't take a bullet to my head, you're a watcher like a gun in hand
//from//still waiting : sum 41

//feeling old, maintaining your youth: $20
seeing your adult child do an easter egg hunt: priceless.

okay...so, yesterday was easter...where the death of a savior becomes symbolized in chicken eggs, cadbury eggs, and fake grass in pastel colored baskets. i spent it at my aunt's new house...nice crib. anyways...everyone was feeling kind of old, it doesn't help that i'm turning 20 in less than a year, so, they feel really old whenever i yell that (with the purpose of making them feel old). so...they staged an easter egg hunt for me and my soon-to-be 17-year-old cousin. needless to say, we weren't feeling it.

my initial thought: you couldn't pay me enough to do this shit.

then my aunt, the one who gave me condoms for my 16th birthday, comes in and says there's a $20 dollar prize to whoever finds the most eggs.

my next thought and saying: hell yeah.

so...i compromised myself for a chance at twenty dollars...and i kicked my cousin's ass.

that's gotta make you feel really good. my wallet is a little but fatter...so, it does feel good.

karma police i've given all i can
it's not enough
--karma police : radiohead