it's official...i put in my two-week notice yesterday...my last available day to be scheduled will be sunday, february 2, 2003. it's crazy...i can't believe that i'm quitting my first job...but, it's cool, because i'll be taking a step in the direction of a possible career...and that's freakin awesome. it's like a calling from God himself.

yeah...today is my birthday, and it's cool...not exciting, but cool. i'm just chillin out today. i woke up next to my cell phone, chris text-msg'd me to say happy b-day...then i went to bagel me! and got a super c where mig called to say happy birthday. i'm not at all disenchanted by my birthday, but, to me, it's just another day. it isn't that important to me, like it has been in past years, that all these people that i want to be my friends notice me today...i don't know, i'm just really looking forward to going out to dinner with my parents, and getting money and presents (of course).

i'm happy today...that's a good way to start off being nineteen...

i should move to canada, then i'd be legal, and i wouldn't need a fake id.

i've been working retail for too long, now that today is my birthday, all i can think about are those freaky little singing/dancing hamsters that sing and dance to songs...particularly the two birthday hamsters...yeah, target sells those...when you see/hear them everyday, it's hard to forget, no matter how hard you try. hehe...

i like my hard today...i used pomade for a change, i didn't want to go for the uber-spike look like i usually do...my hair is more mellow that it usually is, it's quite reflecting of my mood and attitude today.

smiles.