i hate putting myself out there to the world like this...but, loneliness really sucks.

yeah...my resolutions for the new year are as follows:
-to not be so scared of life.
-to seize life a little more.
-to find someone special.

simple, right?

i really would like to find someone though...

i've been lonely for long enough...i really just want to find someone that makes my existance seem worth while...makes what i'm doing seem worth while...makes me feel secure. damnit...i'd like someone...someone i could be interested in...something that works both ways...

right now...i'd just like to at least try to find someone special.

(unrelated tangent: conan o'brian rocks.)

i'm on my feet, i'm on the floor, i'm good to go.
all i need is just to hear a song i know.
i wanna always feel that part of this was mine.
i wanna fall in love tonight.