happy holidays y'all.

okay...so, it might seem like a weird time to start...but, i think i'm gonna be turning to eastern thought for spiritualism. with all the stress i've got in my life, i need something that will aid me in meditation and a tolerance for all cultures. so, you'll probably see me soon reading out of the bhagavad gita and books on buddhism. ever since last year, reading selectiongs from the bhagavad gita, i was very interested in learning more about hinduism, and also after seeing an episode of the simpsons, my interest in buddhism has re-kindled.

am i turning my back on God?

no.

i've still got my faith in this God...this supreme being...but, i think it'd be wise to learn about things that are based on meditation and tolerance right now...and what better time to start doing so than the holidays and new year??

anyways...maybe if i learn to curb my desire, i won't feel so lonely all the time...since one of the main principles of buddhism is to alleviate yourself from desire.

i've always believed in karma...

maybe some people will view me as a heathen...whatver...i've got my beliefs...and i know what i want.

i want to study all cultures, and all kinds of religions...even judiaism.