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//forgot to add...
i got so caught up in the vulnerability topic that i forgot to add these little items...

//i'll stay for the children
okay...so, i started talking to sean again, at the request of chris, my best friend, since he's both sean and my good friend...it would suck for chris to be in the middle of the shit and not be able to hang out with the both of us at the same time...

besides...i felt bad for sean...sean is a skinny white guy, and he decided to get corn rows, corn rows, white guy...he seemed to like them...he's doing his thing...but...my personal opinion will remain unstated...enough said.

i guess as long as sean doesn't do anything else to horribly piss me off, it'll be fine...but, his ass needs to seriously shape up, because i've got a low toleration for bullshit these days.

//that which does not kill me makes me desperate...er
okay...so that crushing situation kinda opens up your eyes to something...if you feel like you've hit rock bottom, you've really got nothing to lose...and you're still keeping your doors open...so...see how i've got nothing to lose, i'm going to do some more things out of the ordinary since those actions seem to breed the more interesting parts of my day.

but, seriously...

i think the thing that sucks most about the whole crush thing is that it makes me feel like a hypocrite of so many levels because i talk about how guys my age shouldn't feel so shitty about women...and, well...there i am sinking and hiding...so...it kinda makes me say: fuck.

you better watch out because i'm gonna say FUUUUUUCK!!!
--ben folds : rockin' the suburbs