//mood//perturbed

//[0.for.2]
here's a short list. figure it out for yourself.

[~] meet up with megan o for lunch: CANCELLED, she forgot she didn't have classes today.
[~] go to d-land w/michelle: CANCELLED

so the only thing left is for me to sign carie and her boyfriend into the park, while i'm left to sit on my ass. on a friday night. alone. all day. great. i sit in misery while i get to let a couple people be all happy and crap at the happiest place on earth. goddamnit all. somehow, it feels worse than being the constant third wheel on other peoples' dates.

i'm starting to get convinced that i am just the bearer of bad luck. no matter how good things get, all that will happen is that those good things will just crash. f*ckitall.

trying to shake the feeling that you're the last person that people really care about gets old. feeling that way gets old.

don't feel bad for me because i'll get over it like i get over every single goddamned curse my life brings me.