//mood//rockin
//song//make.it.happen : the.early.november

//[confidence]
there are still some things in this world that completely shake my confidence and un-nerve me (ie: asking a girl out on a simple date).

i was talking to my scene partner, ayme, about relationships and life, in general...and then she brought up this quote from our acting teacher, karen:

if you've got one foot in the past and on foot in the future, then you're pissing on the present.

damnit, it's so true.

the act of doing so had not made me so nervous during the summer...at that point, i was care free and confident. nothing horribly bad or hurtful had happened to me at the time. then, it all kinda started falling apart by the end of summer. my confidence sort of dwindled and dwindled as days grew into weeks.

i need to realize something: i'm not the same person i was yesterday, so i'm definitely not the same person i was several months ago, nor a year ago...and every person is different...so, there's no use worrying about what happened however-many months ago, and there's no use worrying about what's going to happen within the next few hours. live in the moment.