//mood//glee...like.the.club
//song//konstantine : something corporate...for whatever reason.

//re-evaluation[of]importance
i'm taking the time to re-evaluate what is important in my life...i think the fact that i haven't done this in awhile may have been the core of why i'd been so crabby in the past few months...now that i'm taking the time to think about it, i think it'll make some decision-making a little easier.

quite simply, i think the most important thing in my life is the fact that i have the power to influence others...(i.e. my little brother, students from the class i intern taught, etc.,...)

i really want to make my life a model for the people i influence...and that's what is most important to me.

i've been trying to live my life toward success--and success used to mean that i'd be famous. being famous doesn't make you important nor successful. what makes you important is how you influence others...and i think i'm an influential person, or i can be influential.

in this, i'm really pondering whether or not i should still be a theatre major. i've been pondering this for a long, long time...and quite simply, i might just change to become an english major, since i love writing, and i could persue that teaching career that i had once considered awhile back.

through being a teacher, i'll have an outlet to influence my students how to express themselves in a beautiful way...i've had wonderful english teachers who have influenced me to be expressive as well as eloquent...

i don't know...we'll see.

//on.the((subj))of.[love]
of all things important in my life, i think love is really high up there. the love of others. the love of yourself. letting yourself be loved by others. it is so important. there is no life without love.

//spiritual.quest
i need to get back on the spiritual journey that i started awhile back. i still believe in God, in the sense that i know that there is a higher power out there. i just need to get back to studying the different approaches to spirituality throughout the world. eastern philosophy still intrigues me.

//this.week
i'm probably gonna get together with kristen tomorrow, wednesday, or thursday...i'm looking forward to it, it should be fun getting to know each other. i think we'll probably go to disneyland, because it's always fun, we know people there, and i really can't think of anything else at the moment.

okay...gonna go home and eat...'cause i'm fungry...yes, fungry.

//song
two songs have been predominantly stuck in my head for the past few days:
[~]so impossible : dash
[~]justfriends : musiq