location: mainframe computer lounge @ csufullerton
mood: decent
music in head: thin line by jurassic 5 f/nelly furtado
what i'm wearing, baby: light khaki cargos, maroon ribbed turtleneck, charcoal plaid zip-up jacket, black/tan kicks, glasses

okay...so, the worst weekend in the history of horrible weekends came to a close, and begins a new week.

you know what i'm realizing...i think i'm degenerating from an over-achieving-perfect-attendence-nice-boy to class-ditching-slacker-asshole. asshole is a strong word, but, it's what comes to mind. i don't think that i lifted a damn finger throughout my four-day weekend to do any of my homework for any of my classes, nor do any of my work projects. yeah...i'm turning into a slacker.

i'm looking for that second job...and that new love...and that self-esteem...and that record contract...and that band...and that new fix...

i've been having the weirdest dreams lately...i hope that's a good thing.

i'm not sad right now. i've recovered from the valetine's day/president's day weekend from hell...but, i'm not happy either...i'm just: empty. i need something to uplift my spirits. i just feel incredibly unfeeling today. yeah...something to uplift my spirits...

ugh...finding lyrics to appropriately end-cap your entry can be so tedious...

will you never rest
fighting the battle of who could care less
everyday you wake up late
sometimes i wish i was that way
-- ben folds five : battle of who could care less