location: chris's crib
mood: half-decent. could use some plans for tomorrow...but, whatever.
music in head: intergalactic by beastie boys
what i'm wearing: a coat of loneliness...and the same stuff as before.

isn't it funny how you want to kill the one's you love? i guess that's what friendship is all about...putting up with shit. but, whatever. i mean, sometimes, or a lot of times, you find out that some of your friends are really, really far below you on the ranks of maturity...and it gets annoying, a lot...but, you gotta deal with it...you can't go through love with things being perfect all the time...ugh, sometimes you just need a break from some of your friends...or certain friends...but, sometimes you don't get them...whatever. you still love your friends...no matter how imperfect they are...no matter how much you wish that they would grow the #$%! up...no matter how irresponsible they may be...no matter how stupid the $#!+ that comes out of their mouth is...no matter how annoying they may be...you know they still have a good heart...that's what matters most. they're your friend...24/7, not part time.

gotta love your best friends. if you can't love anyone else...at least you've got your friends to love. no matter how much of an asshole you may be, if your friends still love you, that's awesome. it works both ways.

happy valentine's day everyone. if you can't put a smile on your own face, there's always someone out there that can do it for you.