jumping to conclusions made me fall away from you
-- the starting line : best of me

hi t!ff :)

antropology is going to kick my ass...but, i have a feeling that it will rock at the same time...the professor seems awesome...he teaches at cal every other day, and he is very knowledgable in several areas...i'm looking forward to this semester.

today is fine...friday next week...i don't know...all i can think of is how much it's gonna suck sitting at home in a muu-muu watching television because i'm too lazy and depressed to wear pants or go outside. i wanna go on a date on valentine's day...i don't care if it's a shitty date, i just wanna go out with someone...that's how pathetic i am...sad, huh?

why am i so scared of just going out there and finding some shit date with some girl?

eh..enough of that.

what do you do if you think destiny is out there, but so distant?...

...you know, someone who won't make friday nights suck so much.
...someone that you can be deep with, but still have fun with.
...someone that could reciprocate what you feel...

...but it's so freaking distant.

here we lay again on two separate beds
riding phone lines to hear that familiar voice
-- the starting line : best of me

until next time...