//mood//[hot]like[hot.food]

//new.songs
just just posted the two latest songs i've finished on poetic impulse.

[~] drowning
[~] letter to a stranger

//back.ground
the story behind drowning is that of a doomed relationship...it seems easy to write songs about those...but, anyways...yes...it's about person a not having the available time to spend with person b, and person b ends up drowning in explanations, and lost in the events of person a's life. this song isn't so much autobiographical, although i have been through this before...but, it's a universal situation a lot of people go through, and i think people will be able to relate to it to an extent. it's more of a story if anything.

the story behind letter to a stranger is kind of nice. i'd wanted to write a light-hearted song for awhile, and i did so with this one...kinda. i was sitting in the alumni lounge one morning just observing people, and i realized that people really isolate themselves a lot...and i didn't really like it. so, the song is really about a lot of people...myself included. but, yeah...the song is about the distances strangers put between eachother...and that there's so much about the world we'll never know if we maintain this habit. i like this song a lot...it makes me happy whenever i play it.

//friiiii.day
it's friday baby...and i get off work at seven o'clock...so does my friend jamie, so we decided to possibly hang out and chill...we'll probably go to disneyland...we'll see...it'll be fun times...i look forward to it. this kinda serves as a follow up to that whole i need to go out...i need a date thing i was talking about earlier...it's a platonic date, but i'm going out...that's what i need. whether or not it's a date? i don't know...i don't like labeling things, labels distort my mind and confuse me...i just wanna chill right now. all i want to do is chill. i just say thing because i know people will be making the implications that this is a date...and really, all i wanna do is chill and hang out.

i've been changing a lot...i've been like clay lately with all the changes i've been going through...but, i've been growing up a lot fast...i'm liking myself a lot more than i used to.

you know what? i feel really good today! :)

//new.music
the new john mayer cd roxors much...i like it, and listening to clarity and bigger than my body put me in a good mood.