//mood//flattered+nervous

//a.few[words]to.summarize.me
okay...so...here's a short list

[~] i have a longing to be liked by everyone.
[~] i like to make good first impressions on people.
[~] i'm a bit neurotic when it comes to these things.
[~] to be honest, i am terrified of being negatively judged by others...especially when it affects those i care about.
[~] i just need to calm down. just calm down and breathe.
[~] despite all these flaws, i am still brave.
[~] and i do make good impressions, even if they're not the first ones.

i am such a dork. i think one of you will figure out what spawned this horrific spatter of words...

all in all...everything will be fine, i think.