okay...so now, not only am i seeking a change of major study...but i'm also seeking a change of location. i feel like one of those kids who cannot sit still...at least lately i do. so discontent with everything...although everything seems to be fine. i feel like the female lead from six degrees of separation. i believe her character was ouisa...short for lousia...anyways...if you've seen the play or movie, you know what i mean. if you don't know what i mean, in the play, there's a symbolism for her within a painting...the painting is painted on both sides of the canvas...on the front are circles, all of different colors, all representing control...but on the other side are dark, divid colors, or no definite shape...this represents chaos...do you get the metaphor?
you see...in my life, i'm fronting control...but behind it, the side that most of you are seeing is the chaos...the side that i'm expressing on-line, not in person, is chaos.
maybe i need to look at colleges away from orange county...i heard humboldt has a good theatre program...but i also want a good voice program...i need help there...maybe i need to move away from california completely...interesting though...eh?
i don't know what i'd do away from california...let alone so. cal...but, you know what? i can only see good coming out of it...if i'm looking for change, i might as well dive in head-first, right?
i don't know...i really need to start thinking before i act...i've never really considered anything to this magnitude of seriousness before in my life...but, i don't know if i can really take feeling misplaced anymore...i need to take a vacation soon.
that's what i need.
V-A-C-A-T-I-O-N!!! WE'RE GONNA HAVE SOME FUN!!!...that'll open my eyes...clear my view. that's what i need, a clearview.
if there isn't a rock band called that yet, i'd like to start a rock band, or at least start scouting one, just like the pop group i'm scouting, but the rock band will be called clearview...sounds like a christian rock band name. hmm...thoughts...
one more thing, big shouts to my little playa holdin it down up in no.cali...yo, mig diggy...keep it real, knowhatimsayin? word to your mother, and i'm out...yeaah.
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