i'm pondering upon a major switch...or rather, i should say, switching my major. anyways...i'm thinking of dropping musical theatre for either an acting b.a. or minor and a vocal music b.a. or minor...or a combination of the two. tough choice...i have a few weeks until my appointment with my theatre counselor....so i hope to figure it out by then.

i'm also wondering to let this be my new diary...rather than the one @ free open diary with the diarist name Saint4TheConfused. I'll figure my shit out...i've got a lot to figure out right now...too much going on...too much craziness right now...life is exhausting.

life at csufullerton is awesome...but...i don't know...as much as i love orange county...i can't help but feel misplaced here. i don't know...it's odd. it's too suburb for me...i need come city...or something...something where i can just walk down the street and go somewhere...instead of just some damn other street named after something it was built over. it's not that i detest the suburbs, that's far from the case...it's just that i don't feel right here...in conservo country, in a place where you can't walk down the street and find trouble, or a restaurant...only another street of houses...damnit...i need something.