location//some school with a bowling alley underground, and ugly buildings above ground
mood//weezerific
song in head//red alert : basement jaxx
wearing//stuff.

i don't really have much to say that deviates from the usual entries.

i mean...i'm still horny as hell.
i still hate my job *(the one before disneyland).
i'm still anti-war.

you know...last weekend, my parents found out about my deplorable credit situation. if you didn't know...i'm in debt of over $800.

i thought they'd be pissed...but...they were incredibly cool about it, and supportive.

my dad has payed off my current debt...so, now, i'm in debt to him upwards of $800...but, it's without interest...which is good.

my tax return is going to straight to my dad, which will take a big chunk out of my debt situation.

my parents are cool. i know.

i want to start going back to the church college group...but, i don't think i'll be going back to the actual church services. with the situation in the world, i don't think that i will be able to agree with the pastor...but, i don't know...i can't go back this sunday because i've got the disney orientation...so...i don't know when i'll be coming back, but i want to.

i still want to see what other religions are all about...

my life has a basis of understanding...i refuse to judge another person (well, i try not to judge others) without gaining an understanding of who/what they are. otherwise, judgements without understanding are based on ignorance.

it's good to stand your ground for something, but, when you don't try to understand all sides of a situation, you really don't know why you're standing your ground, and why the other people are in opposition to you.

i hate flipping the channels to news programs where it's supposed to be a group debate forum, or even a one on one debate forum, and it just turns into a group of people arguing like un-civilized animals. it disgusts me to see people, anti-war as well as pro-war, so inable to reach an understanding of eachother...so stubborn in their own ways to not open up their minds to the other side.

there is a responsible way of protesting the war. speak your mind. inform the public, the supporters and the opposition.

i do not support blocking government buildings so that military troops cannot get through to them, nor do i support the theft nor attempted theft of military arsenal. i see that as irresponsible and almost extremist. it is disrespectful to those who want to stand up for what they believe.

it is one thing to stand up for what you believe, it is another thing to encroach your beliefs on someone else.

encroachment is a part of colonization...trying to make everyone just like one thing.

be you. let other people be other people.

agree to disagree.

the world would be hella boring if we were all the same...and thought the same way.

and you don't wanna be here in the future
so you say the present's just a pleasant interruption to the past
and you don't wanna look much closer
-- something corporate : konstantine