it's late at night...and i'm deciding whether or not i want to go to school to go to only one class tomorrow. i've been saying that i've earned this 4 day weekend...and dammit, i think i have. so, yes...i'm not going to class tomorrow. it was cool tonight, i chatted with a bunch of friends i normally do not talk to...it was cool...i've been missing them.

it was so weird when i posted all of my old on-line material onto the new poetry site...since all of that poetry was composed in the past few months...(beginning in the summer...so, it's half a year's worth of poems). it's just really crazy to see how much had happened in the course of only a few months. the numerous break-ups and make-ups with my ex, the frustrations of it all, the worry, the joy of moving on, my break-away into abstracia, my re-introduction to slam poetry, exploring different subjects, freestyling it, getting bracket happy, experimenting with titles and getting bracket happy...etc.,...it was kinda weird looking back at the immortalization of my life in words.

you know...it was really random how i went off on the anti-war subject. i've never really been political in my art, but fight fight is really a step in that direction. it was a stretch for me to be all anti-war...i never really talk about my stance on it...i guess it's a bold statement for me. i was surprised i wrote it...but it's cool. it's really weird that i wrote that piece as my first exclusive poem for that site. i dig it.

so i think i've just abandoned free open diary, except for the fact that i'll continue to leave notes and advertise this blog of mine there.

i need to get my shit organized. i feel so disorganized with a lot of things.

let's get my happy-ass world organized.

good night.